lots going on
Mar. 24th, 2015 08:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
but not a lot of what I want to do!
this job is currently sucking me dry... tired and lacking in words. It makes me sad, since I am now in the perfect position to finally spend some time writing! So of course it does not happen.
and I don't know. I feel invisible at the moment. makes it harder to do things.
still. I will try more. Again. tonight. As always...
while I am here... wanted to rec my gift for the springfling!
my author wrote a gabriel/dean fic, that hit me right in the feelings! it's sad and melancholy, with a tinge of hope and happiness. It's beautifully evocative, with wonderful imagery too - it's not at all explicit. It's just lovely.
it's already 8pm. how does that even happen??? la sigh.
I had plans. Plans I tells you! but instead I will drink tea and contemplate an early night.
then tomorrow... write! I have three things I need to get finished shortly.
the next chapter of ATF
the third dean/victor piece
and my spn big bang
gambatte to me!
this job is currently sucking me dry... tired and lacking in words. It makes me sad, since I am now in the perfect position to finally spend some time writing! So of course it does not happen.
and I don't know. I feel invisible at the moment. makes it harder to do things.
still. I will try more. Again. tonight. As always...
while I am here... wanted to rec my gift for the springfling!
my author wrote a gabriel/dean fic, that hit me right in the feelings! it's sad and melancholy, with a tinge of hope and happiness. It's beautifully evocative, with wonderful imagery too - it's not at all explicit. It's just lovely.
it's already 8pm. how does that even happen??? la sigh.
I had plans. Plans I tells you! but instead I will drink tea and contemplate an early night.
then tomorrow... write! I have three things I need to get finished shortly.
the next chapter of ATF
the third dean/victor piece
and my spn big bang
gambatte to me!
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Date: 2015-03-25 06:39 am (UTC)the thing is, I do quite like my job. I really like helping people, and it is relaxing in a way researching wasn't.
but.
it is exhausting. physically (on my feet all day) and mentally, dealing with... I think there were more than 2000 people who walked through our office doors last week and my role is out the front. we also have a lot of very challenged (and challenging) people... so I am just exhausted.
I am hoping I feel better soon!
and easter!!! Four days in a row! so looking forward to it!