lots going on

[majestic_duxk]

but not a lot of what I want to do!

this job is currently sucking me dry... tired and lacking in words. It makes me sad, since I am now in the perfect position to finally spend some time writing! So of course it does not happen.

and I don't know. I feel invisible at the moment. makes it harder to do things.

still. I will try more. Again. tonight. As always...

while I am here... wanted to rec my gift for the springfling!

my author wrote a gabriel/dean fic, that hit me right in the feelings! it's sad and melancholy, with a tinge of hope and happiness. It's beautifully evocative, with wonderful imagery too - it's not at all explicit. It's just lovely.

it's already 8pm. how does that even happen??? la sigh.
I had plans. Plans I tells you! but instead I will drink tea and contemplate an early night.

then tomorrow... write! I have three things I need to get finished shortly.

the next chapter of ATF
the third dean/victor piece
and my spn big bang

gambatte to me!

Comments

[blackrabbit42.livejournal.com]

We should do some big bang crawls like we did for Nano!

Sorry about your job bb. Any vacation time on the horizon?

[majestic-duxk.livejournal.com]

ah! that is a brilliant idea... I hadn't even thought of it. thank you <3

the thing is, I do quite like my job. I really like helping people, and it is relaxing in a way researching wasn't.

but.

it is exhausting. physically (on my feet all day) and mentally, dealing with... I think there were more than 2000 people who walked through our office doors last week and my role is out the front. we also have a lot of very challenged (and challenging) people... so I am just exhausted.

I am hoping I feel better soon!

and easter!!! Four days in a row! so looking forward to it!

[septembers-coda.livejournal.com]

I hate that sucked dry, invisible feeling sooo much, so I relate. I SEE YOU and love you. <3 <3 GAMBATTE!!! You can do it! And you HAVE been writing, and WILL write tomorrow, which is more than I can say for me! I need to get it back. I've been totally dry for weeks, almost months now. But I, too, will GAMBATTE.

I was hoping you'd love your new job. Sorry. :-\ But there is much to be said for tea and an early night. I hope the job stops sucking and starts being rewarding. I am thinking of you. <3

[majestic-duxk.livejournal.com]

arigatou! <3

thank you.

and gambatte to you too. I know things will come again, but it's a damn struggle, and it was my relaxation >_<

I... I actually do like a lot about my job. People are overwhelming... so many, and so needy. And there are some right arseholes, but the lovely people far outweigh the non lovely people. maybe it is still just getting used to it.

<3 thinking of you lots at the moment

[jj1564.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the rec, it sounds interesting. I hope your workload eases up a bit so you have the time and energy to write, especially Dean/Victor!

I haven't been around much and I've missed some posts, so I hope you managed to get a nice new place and that you've settled in.

[majestic-duxk.livejournal.com]

I have been here two weeks now! which is quite exciting.

still getting used to it all, but liking my own space very much.

you've had a lot going on, I know *hugs*

haha! I have a week to get that one done. based on how fast the last two were written that will not be a problem!

[jj1564.livejournal.com]

Wow, time flies! I'm so pleased you're settling in and away from your horrid ex-landlady.