I feel like destiel is a clique (or series of cliques) I can't break into. And I follow mainly destiel writers, who all appear to read each others work, and support each others writing, and I think I just reached my point of this isn't fun.

which isn't a bad thing, it's just an is thing.

(aaaand I think I'm PMSing. That would explain a lot, actually. Dang.)